There comes a time I guess in every person’s life where they look at themselves in the mirror one morning and say: who are you? Mine finally arrived one rainy morning at the end of winter in London. It came a little late in life but I figure it’s not a problem. At least I woke up. I’m making my start on the cliched journey of finding myself.
Being the extremist that I am, I quit everything. Yes really everything.
I quit my job at one of the world’s biggest technology companies. Public relations manager for Europe, Middle East, Africa and Russia looking after some or other techie things. A big title and a really nice pay check too.
I quit my flat in the heart of Wimbledon. Two minutes walk to the station, gym across the street, mall next door. For a while I had a tattoo parlour for a neighbour, which made me feel real cool, but they moved out one night.
I quit my stuff. I rented a 10 square feet box at the Shurguard down the road. What doesn’t fit in there I said to myself, has to go: to charity to friends to the recycle bin.
By next week this time my flat will be empty. I’ll be left with a medium sized suitcase, a plane ticket to Europe and Africa and insurance for six months.
There is no one word strong enough for what I feel at this moment. The closest one would be that I feel alive. I feel terror, freedom, elation, terror, anticipation, excitement, did I mention terror? But inside of me I know I am doing the right thing. For me. I’m doing the right thing.
This blog will be the place where I record my journey. I think sometimes there will be a lot of writing and then there may be times of utter silence.
This is my first post.
Alle voorspoed en sterkte met jou journey. Keep in touch and keep that chin up xx
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Thank you Dorothy! ❤
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I hope your journey brings you back this way, my dear friend. Please stay safe and keep in touch xo
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Thank you Lynn. (: I’m sure I will see you again, the world is not as big as it used to be. ❤
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